After I lost this account last year, I became so scared that I was going to lose it again that I didn’t wanna post anything to the point where I literally only post every few months now even though I used to really enjoy it. And I’ve kind of recently come to terms with the fact of what’s the point in even having it. Like yeah I get to keep it by not posting anything but what am I keeping it for now? I had the ability to get to this amount before, surely I’d be able to do it again if something ever happened and I had to start over
