still a sad day but i fr did this shit on my own. i had support from my loved ones but even now i am still forced into situations where i could relapse and i CHOOSE not to. lost most of my friends in the process but thats because i grew as a person after i stopped. i realized who was hurting me and who wasn’t good in my life. im still learning but im getting there one day at a time. i was spared that night but it was for a reason. i am going to do good things for the world
